Loneliness Insomnia

Sleep is my hobby and escape,
A personal skill of perfection to the nine,
From which I acquired so naturally,
From the get go,
And yet tonight,
Despite being dosed up on my sanity medication,
Being fully prepared to escape reality and ill mentality,
I hoped to dream of unicorns and cotton candy,
Blissfully bobbing along on my all inclusive Mr Sandmans lullaby vacation,
Alas love is a powerful creation,
That has stirred something within,
My need to escape has shrunk,
As everyday has been a holiday,
But now you’ve gone away,
And the bitter side affect is insomnia,
Sleep deprivation,
As tonight my lover lies with me not,
And loneliness has returned,
A feeling I had unknowingly forgot.

Valentines…

Happy Valentines everyone, read or scroll and listen, the choice is yours xx

For those that are single,
Valentines can be rather sad,
Looking at all the loved up couples can drive you kind of mad.
February the fourteenth is a date we all know,
There is no hiding from it as it parades on Billboards and all of the adverts between your favourite Television show.
Dining for two,
Special offers for two,
Nothing for one,
Banishing singles loud and proud,
On this special day if you are not a two,
You are not worthy,
You have been forgotten,
Brutally branded a,
“No One”!
Love and romance sadly isn’t constantly obtainable for everyone,
But shed a tear not,
You may still find that special someone.
In the mean time don’t be bitter,
Fight for love,
Don’t be a quitter.
Project onto those what you hope to receive,
All of that love may help you achieve,
In finding someone,
The one,
Your one,
Forever more.
To some love comes easy,
Others must wait,
But you have to make an effort,
Not just rely on fate.
Love can be contained,
Love can be grand.
Even the strongest of hearts can break when placed in the wrong hands,
But they also mend.
You don’t find real love,
Open your heart,
And it will find you.
Hold on!
It may not be perfect,
It may not be smooth,
Seem like a test to begin with,
Something to prove,
But give it some time,
Get into the groove.
Love is not a game,
Not the same for everyone.
It’s not chocolate, champagne, teddy bears and diamond rings,
It’s passion,
Fire,
And desire.
For all of the single people out there,
Your day will come,
And two shall,
Become one.