Again and Again!

Bang Bang,
Gun shot,
Out of the blue,
I would have prepared if I knew.
I didn’t see it coming,
But it came all at once,
The shot,
The next shot.
Two bullets with wings,
The fat lady sings,
You got me.
You struck me.
Surprise!
You crept up upon me,
After giving me a false sense of security.
You stabbed me in the back.
You’re not the first,
You’re probably not the last.
Round and around I go,
Unable to learn from my mistakes.
For goodness sake!
Rejection and abandonment,
I should be used to it by now,
But my kind heart,
It takes over my mind,
And I forget somehow,
Let my guard down,
let you in,
Making the same mistakes,
Again,
And again!
Only to end up right back at the beginning…