Sometimes quiet is far from peaceful and impossibly loud.
Sometimes thinking is mind blowing and body shattering.
Often I am riddled with pain from over thinking and endless trying.
Uncertain of my future,
disconnected from my past,
and at a loss from today.
Time is my enemy.
Strength has abandoned me.
Frightened of my self.
Scared of what you might say.
Numb and dumb,
Profound,
wilting in my own dismay.
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